Hello sweetie Jeremy bitch.
I felt I lose you, really lose you.
The balance we have is fading out, I put too much weight on my side but there is not support strut between us.
I lean on my side only me and myself, my loneliness.
and you are already far far away
You move on.
I still hard to understand how to move on all of these.
you keep on saying after few months I will have different though about those,these.
how come?
I still can't get it.
I felt my world is collapsed and trying to re-build ,once i felt better, it would be collapsed again.
all I can do is stay quiet ,silence and finding peace.
I lose the interest about social activity, I put a distance between people and me, I barely to talk ,I am bored,I am boring,it is boring.
I think I am totally lose in some way some how.
I can never write you anything I guess.
from now on
I got lots thing must to quit ,like cigarette,facebook,candy, and you
everything become burdens to disturb you life ,i guess.
you move on
maybe it is the better way.
wish you cool and well ,always.
always.
love
kiss
good night